Year after year, I revisit the same days. That’s what makes it harder I guess: those godawful days on the calendar shouting at me, reminding me of those hours. If it were up to me, I would burn all those days. You finally achieved what you wanted in the first place. You placed the idea… Read More I can’t take the ache from heartbreak
If I have to be really honest, I would consider myself to be a huge narcissist. I clearly love myself above all others. I am pretty selfish. I hardly care what other people say, I don’t pay attention to their say. I am obsessed with everything and everyone who can keep me happy. But why… Read More Narcissism
Lately all I ever think about while going to sleep is waking up next to my mom who has stopped breathing. I panic, unable to comprehend what to do. I have played this scenario repeatedly in my head for a million times and have failed to arrive at the solution. What do I do if… Read More The not so irrational fear
My mom raised us as a single parent. Obviously I don’t need to tell or even begin to make one understand how difficult it was for her. And she raised us well. She raised us like a mother and a father combined. Over the years she’s given us a lot of advice, but of these,… Read More Don’t Look Back
Having recently turned 27 and staying single has be to a milestone that no other girl in my family has ever reached. The defending champion was my mom who was wed to my father at 26. This record of mine has been thrown at my face ever since I turned 23. My mother’s record was… Read More Priorities at 27
For years this date haunted me. Maybe it still does a little but now I’ve come to make peace with it. Now I don’t curl up and cry for hours, or think about you. The day just passes by and I am fine. I tell myself. I am fine. It’s going to be fine. It’s… Read More 8th March
Sadness is an emotion which unfortunately all of us are familiar with. And if we were asked to to define this emotion, I am sure there are plenty of analogies that we will all come p with. But let’s suppose you had to explain this emotion to someone who had never experienced it. What would you… Read More Sadness
It’s such an awful feeling. Knowing that you are feeling the worst but you cannot talk about your emotions out loud because it is so fucking confusing to even yourself how you are feeling. So what do you do? Pent it up? But for how long?