The initial years of my asthma attacks have been playing on my mind lately. How in order to not wake my mom up, I used to get out of bed and cower underneath the bed or try to squeeze my face between the wall and the cupboard so as to drown out the wheezing sounds… Read More Out of breath
Lately all I ever think about while going to sleep is waking up next to my mom who has stopped breathing. I panic, unable to comprehend what to do. I have played this scenario repeatedly in my head for a million times and have failed to arrive at the solution. What do I do if… Read More The not so irrational fear
Is it cheating if I think about you when his lips are on me? Is it lying when you’re on my mind each time I say I love you
The other day my mom asked me how I could be so cold. For a moment, I thought it was just a rhetorical question, and she was trying to be funny. But she was cold serious (pun intended). Her eyes reflected disappointment. And it was understandable. If there’s someone who has always had her heart,… Read More Untitled
It’s never easy to see things that you cherished the most burn to the ground but only when you are holding the matchstick. it was truly liberating I tell you. the ash. it felt like a new beginning. funny i never could find the courage to do it in 8 years but i managed to… Read More Unwritten
Has it ever happened to you when you have a million things going in your head and when you decide to pen them all down just so you can deal them one by one later and it gets hard to contain them all inside and the moment you start to write, it all goes away.… Read More I need to write letters to you.
Very few times I lose my control. Okay. that’s quite not the truth but I have been a very ‘in control’ person.. up until recently that is. You are a reminder of a past I never want to return it. You are the part of the place I wish would burn down and all my… Read More Trying to lose what you tried very hard to forget
We’re meeting after a year. I am dreading it. I am embarrassed. I know it will be awkward. I am scared to death because I know how unshaken my resolve is. I am looking forward to it because I know how nice it would be to see a familiar face. We’re meeting after a year… Read More How do I explain your photograph in my contact list