I loved writing. If there is one thing that always provided me solace, it was words. and a lot of them. I found comfort in them, I found hope in them.. I felt inspired by them. And now I have lost all of that.
I was telling a friend the other day that pain is the only inspiration that you require.. but I never realized how losing inspiration would be more painful.. and not at all inspiring..
so I can easily conclude that not all kinds of pain and suffering are inspirational..
Sometimes it’s better to utilize the lack of inspiration to gage other interests that you might have.. Sometimes even a song that you can relate to can come in handy.. Give it a shot..
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Used to write songs. actually began with it.. but they’re all lost .. i read them now and think was that really me?
more importantly what was inspiring me to write at all?
Can’t pen a single word now.. without judging myself.
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Pain works like an aphrodisiac for writers.. Ecstasy winds up numbing them.. That’s what I’ve gathered at least..
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I am miserable right now.. neither in pain nor in bliss..
and it sucks because i have lost the one thing i was really really good at…
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You haven’t lost anything.. Try looking elsewhere.. Perhaps you keep missing it at a glance..
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i have been trying to find it since past 4 years…
you may be right in saying I don’t want to see it— why would i want to opt for pain willingly?
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It’s not pain alone, sometimes it’s the little things.. Just need to look at them
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yes it was obsession– but then came the pain.
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Obsession.. The catalyst to all forms of torture.. May I suggest a good outing to help the situation?
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please, let’s hear it.
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Nature, woods, camping
No wireless connections, perhaps a monochrome phone and a laptop but no smartphones I.e you can write in the comfort of the beautiful starry night but no communicating in terms of social networking or anything like that
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yeah i left all modes of reaching out to people long time ago.. or rather for people to reach out to me…
i have just this blog and this other one …
not a fan of nature at all…
though am planning a trip, an escape. the only problem i can’t go alone. still.something is better than nothing
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Perhaps find a companion.. Nature has its serenity and calm.. It helps.. At least it’s always helped me
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a family member would probably be accompanying me and that’s the only companion I would actually want with me… to be very honest..
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So be it.. But like I said.. The little things..
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My case is slightly different.. I “have” to keep a fb account for appearances as it were.. Otherwise I’d have a whole crew of people calling me asking if I’m alive or dead (either of which would not make even an iota of difference to them).
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ah, stopped living for people long long long time ago and have never felt more at peace…
they only are interested in the “bad news” and unless you are one or bringing them some, you are a nobody.
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I don’t live for the said people, it’s only a way of keeping them off my back you see.. Makes my phone buzz a lot less
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ah.. fair enough.. but you need to have faith in yourself.. why pretend or even bother about others, even the slightest.
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Obligated by todays work place norms
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i work. and neither am i on facebook nor on whatsapp. and top it all i am a girl. which makes it all the more unbelievable for some.
but then i dont live for others.
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Depends on the industry that you work in. In my kind of work I have to interact with people on a semi personal as well as an official capacity in order to insure maximum output to the company
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so you’re in sales…
I see..
yeah agreed….
ah things society expects from us and we willingly oblige…
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And it’s good that you don’t use these so called communication tools
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got over them fairly quickly…. unlike some who got consumed.. I have a compulsive nature.. plus i get addicted to certain things really fast… so. no space for useless things..
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I’m impulsive and compulsive so I know what that’s like..
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hainaaaaaaa!!
can’t help it.
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Cannot be helped.
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hhahha. *Sigh*
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I agree with… you haven’t lost anything. You’ve gained entry into another door. One that’s waiting for you. It might be unclear of what that is, but I’m sure it’s right in front of you or approaching. I do believe we lose words, mainly when we lack experiences (adventure, excitement, spontaneity and love). Words always find themselves back to you. 🙂
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Thanks a lot Pernisha for those inspirational words.
Yes I too believe there’s another door .. I just need to try and look hard 🙂
Thanks for dropping by!
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Anytime!
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absolutely true. certain pain can lead to inspiration other just leads to perspiration.
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thanks for the kind words and dropping by my blog.
Cheers!
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Hoping you once again find your inspiration!
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Thanks Irish Reader.. i am trying too..
and thanks for dropping by!
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Hi no one loses their inspiration. You think always that you can do
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that’s true.. but then its really hard to convince yourself otherwise…
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My recent loss of inspiration prompted me to consider National Novel Writing Month. I thought it might quiet my inner critic. I checked out the website, linked through to a local words and music festival. I found out about free talks from the director of Divergent and the author, Neil Gaiman. Going to hear them reconnected me to thinking about the creative process and writing for the love of writing. I also posted on my neglected blog. That also prompted connections with other writers, like you!. I don’t think I’m expressing this very well (my inner critic again), but I needed to redefine success. Sometimes it takes pushing past that loss of inspiration, writing something, reconnecting with other writers. It’s surprising and inspiring to see what is set in motion. I hope this helps.
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Thanks Pamela.
I agree with you..
one must connect with their inner self to find that lost inspiration ..
and thank you for dropping by.. 🙂
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